5:35 AM. can't sleep. drank too much coffee on the drive up. i'm smoking a bowl hoping that it will help me fall asleep. and i don't have my contacts in so i'm squinting and it sucks.
luckily though, i didn't eat anything today :) just consumed iced coffee, tobacco, and mary jane. although i had to make one of my coffees with whole milk. after switching to fat free milk, whole milk is flipping gross. too thick!
one good thing came out of being stood up last night- more motivation to reach my goal weight. i'm hitting the gym tomorrow for the first time in a week in a half. i'm excited to go and i'm going to start writing down what i lift so that i can document my progress.
anyway, i'm going to try to fall asleep again, it will likely be impossible, but i'm gonna try
ps- my stomach won't shut the hell up
Let's fast together this weekend!
ReplyDeleteaww man i totally would but i'm going to be with my ex's family and going to some theme park so i know they would definitely suspect something if i didn't eat. :( fasting is so much easier for me on the weekdays since i stay in my apartment and have no overly concerned people. which pisses me off considering no one said anything to me when i was FAT but when i lose weight automatically red flags go up. anyway, sorry, ranting (what i do best).
ReplyDeletebut i'll be here to make sure you don't eat and offer lots of encouragement. :)