So I decided that I need to add something else to my daily physical activity, and I've decided upon jogging and yoga. Right now I'm doing an hour on the elliptical and an hour of weight lifting on M,W,F and just the elliptical on Tu & Thur and nothing on the weekends (gym's closed).
I'm gonna change it up and do an hour of lifting, an hour on the elliptical, and an hour of yoga (flexibility purposes) on M,W,F and I'll do an hour of jogging (I'm guessing 4 miles? I haven't counted the laps yet) and an hour of yoga on Tu, Thur, Sat & Sun.
Adding the jogging is going to be hard at first (I've only gone twice so far and my legs are so sore), eventually I'll get much better at it, and I am patiently awaiting that day! Plus, my legs are going to look better, and right now my ass is really flat and jogging can change that!
Monday, August 9, 2010
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
8/3/10
Just got home from the gym, the typical 5.2 miles/1 hour with the intensity on 6. I was watching TV on the elliptical next to me (mine didn't have closed-captioning, and I wasn't about to stop listening to my iPod) when this fat biatch comes along, turns off the closest two elliptical TVs (mind you, I was watching the first) and then plops herself on the THIRD elliptical down from mine. Normally I wouldn't be so hateful and respect all large people at the gym, but her turning off the TV made me mad, considering I was blatantly watching! So I have 10 minutes left in my first half hour (the machines only let you do 30 mins at a time, so I usually get off after the first 30, stretch, and then do the last thirty), so I told myself that I would just turn the TV back on in 10 minutes... UNTIL ANOTHER GIRL COMES UP AND STARTS USING THAT ELLIPTICAL! Sad to say, I just turned on my TV and tried my best to read lips.
After my fun fun fun hour at the gym (no lifting today- did that last night) I stopped at a local coffee place to get an iced coffee and maybe something to eat. I then changed my mind and got a tea, and tried to get an eggwhite flatbread (290 calories, they say). I didn't really want to eat, but I don't like not eating after exercise because it doesn't seem healthy for the body. Luckily for me, this is a piece of crap place that is always out of something or has broken equipment... was out of EGGWHITES! The lady tried to convince me to get another flatbread, but I figured that this was a sign to just go home and drink some carnation instant breakfast. Which is what I am going to do after I smoke this bowl. The best bowls are after gym bowls!
Nothing more rewarding than the satisfaction of knowing that you earned it, and will never look like the bitch who turned off my TV, EFF YOU!
So I suppose I won't eat too much today, considering it's bar night. Annnnnd... I need to shower!
PEACE!
After my fun fun fun hour at the gym (no lifting today- did that last night) I stopped at a local coffee place to get an iced coffee and maybe something to eat. I then changed my mind and got a tea, and tried to get an eggwhite flatbread (290 calories, they say). I didn't really want to eat, but I don't like not eating after exercise because it doesn't seem healthy for the body. Luckily for me, this is a piece of crap place that is always out of something or has broken equipment... was out of EGGWHITES! The lady tried to convince me to get another flatbread, but I figured that this was a sign to just go home and drink some carnation instant breakfast. Which is what I am going to do after I smoke this bowl. The best bowls are after gym bowls!
Nothing more rewarding than the satisfaction of knowing that you earned it, and will never look like the bitch who turned off my TV, EFF YOU!
So I suppose I won't eat too much today, considering it's bar night. Annnnnd... I need to shower!
PEACE!
Monday, August 2, 2010
8/2/10
I can't get this other guy off of my mind and it's driving me nuts! I had a long conversation with my best friend last night, and turns out he has been having the same feelings about his boyfriend as I am having about mine. This is really reassuring because I feel like my friend and I are on the same page, and at least SOMEONE understands. He has been in practically the same situation in the past, and he ended up getting hurt.
The other guy and I spent hours talking about what would happen if we did hook up, and he made sure to let me know that I was very likely to get hurt, because he has no emotional attraction to me whatsoever.
Which is fine, because I wasn't sure if it was just some type of phase I was going through, and maybe after it happened I would totally regret it and come running back to my boyfriend. But! that didn't happen... so now I'm wondering, "do I really want to be in a relationship with my boyfriend?" If I can cheat on him and not feel remorse, what does that mean? I don't feel like I'm a huge slut; it's not like I cheated on him with multiple guys. Just this one guy, who I have had feelings for, but I didn't think they were real, I thought I was just experiencing lust. But now I feel like the feelings are there and there's nothing I can do to stop them. I deleted his number so I can't call him. I tell myself over and over I won't contact him but I usually do, over something stupid. So I'll just wait... hopefully I will hear from him soon. It's probably for the best if I don't though!
Sigh... weak minded humans and their emotions and desires are so stupid...
The other guy and I spent hours talking about what would happen if we did hook up, and he made sure to let me know that I was very likely to get hurt, because he has no emotional attraction to me whatsoever.
Which is fine, because I wasn't sure if it was just some type of phase I was going through, and maybe after it happened I would totally regret it and come running back to my boyfriend. But! that didn't happen... so now I'm wondering, "do I really want to be in a relationship with my boyfriend?" If I can cheat on him and not feel remorse, what does that mean? I don't feel like I'm a huge slut; it's not like I cheated on him with multiple guys. Just this one guy, who I have had feelings for, but I didn't think they were real, I thought I was just experiencing lust. But now I feel like the feelings are there and there's nothing I can do to stop them. I deleted his number so I can't call him. I tell myself over and over I won't contact him but I usually do, over something stupid. So I'll just wait... hopefully I will hear from him soon. It's probably for the best if I don't though!
Sigh... weak minded humans and their emotions and desires are so stupid...
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