10/29/2010 12:12 am

just got back from the gym. did 2.8 miles on the treadmill and 3 weight machines. not as much as i wanted to but... yeah i don't even have an excuse.

today's intake:
faux chik'n patty: 140
2 zucchini fritters: 140
4 hundred calorie snacks: 400 (WTF)
salmon: 100
total: 780
wow, that's a lot. i hate that i wasn't even that hungry and i ate. but, what can i do now? monday and tuesday i liquid fasted, yesterday i kept it under 500 cals but didn't go to the gym.

today bill clinton came to my school to talk. here's a pic of him that i took:

i have a short story due tomorrow, 8 pages or so. i have a few ideas of what i want to write about, but i'm not really looking forward to it. it doesn't help that my neighbors across the hall are fucking loud as hell, and it's thursday so everyone is outside partying in this great non-seasonal weather, while i am stuck inside doing work (aka procrastinating).

fml.

and the scale isn't effing budging and it really sucks. my body is obviously changing and looking better, but i hate not seeing a number drop on the scale. i went to the mall today and tried some clothes on (i'm super broke right now so i didn't buy anything). the size 2 boot cut jeans fit great (i know i've mentioned this before), but the skinny jeans just don't fit right. but i don't really care because i honestly hate skinny jeans. i can't pull them off and i hate falling for fads. just like uggs. it took me forever to finally buy a pair and i had them up on ebay & craigslist not long after. they didn't sell, unfortunately, so i'm stuck with them. :(

anyway, keep updating your blogs so i can have stuff to read. and if you follow me please leave me a comment so i can follow your blogs too.

10/26/10

10:21 pm, second day of my liquid fast. i want to eat right now. i'm not even hungry i just love the way my faux chicken patties and my zucchini fritters taste. but i know once i eat i won't be able to stop. and it's already almost 10:30, AND i didn't go to the gym today. so like leto said on her blog, my plan is to fast on days that i don't go to the gym, and on days i do go to the gym, i'll restrict to an amount close to the number of calories i burn.
weekends will be off days in which i can eat up to 800 calories. this way i'll have something to look forward to and will help me not binge throughout the week.

so yeah my plan tonight is to do some homework while watching chopped and the season premiere of teen mom. my roomie/bf is not here tonight so i have the place to myself. too bad my place is HAUNTED!

10/25/2010

today has been good except for a few things. i woke up at 8 am to study for a midterm, then went to class, studied some more, and took my exam and definitely made an a! then i went to the gym, and this is where my day gets shitty: i got corrected on my form on one of the machines. of course i understand that the girl didn't want me to get injured, but it's the fact that i've been doing that machine like that FOREVER and i knew deep down i was likely doing it wrong, but i didn't care. which means that other people have noticed me doing it wrong, meaning that i've been looking like an idiot ever since i started going to the gym!!! AHHHH, very shitty feeling.

so anyway, i did 3 miles on the treadmill (half walking half jogging), and 5 (3 sets 15 reps each) weight machines. came home and am currently waiting on my clothes to get out of the washer. i don't know why my landlord is so cheap and makes us use the pay washers ($1.25 per use), along with a dryer that doesn't work (i don't dry my clothes anyway). it really makes laundry days few and far between. bad i know, but not living at home anymore means no luxury of having my own washer and dryer!

oh and i'm liquid fasting today, i've had:
carnation instant breakfast (9 am): 150 cals
bottled lipton sweet tea (noon): 140 cals (36g of sugar WHAAAAAAT?!)
water
total: 290 cals