so I have been a good girl lately. i haven't binged in a while and i have been going to the gym (check gym log on the right). i have gained about 6 pounds since thanksgiving, and i have been gaining and losing 3 pounds since then... so obviously something needs to change. i need to keep off these three pounds then lose the other 3 i gained (i was maintaining 127 and now i'm at 133 as of this morning- i was trying to keep my current weight a secret but what the hell).
i need to lose as much as i can for a graduation ceremony i'm going to next weekend, and i have to be super sexy for my graduation in may. i'm not going to be a fatass for my OWN COLLEGE GRADUATION. i will have those pictures for the rest of my life and i don't want to look back and wonder, "why didn't i just try harder? why did i have to sabotage myself just so i could be lazy and shovel food down my throat?"
i've been taking those diet pills i bought, one at a time every time i need a pick me up (placebo effect?), but never close to bed time. i took two together for the first time a little while ago before i went to go shovel my car out of the snow, and now i feel weird. not bad, just different. the good thing about these caffeine pills is that they save me money since i don't have to spend money on starbucks.
i still haven't showered since i got back from the gym, so i'm gonna go do that now and then weight myself after my hair is dry. i haven't eaten today so hopefully i can make some progress. one thing that i hate is when i do weight machines i gain. so i guess i have to rely on measurements, but i can visually tell that my efforts are working, just gotta -keep swimming-
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