how many times have i said that before? but no seriously, today is a new day because i am out of weed and i am not going to buy any until i reach 120. and i know that is a bold statement, but i will still smoke with someone else if they offer. the problem isn't being around others and being high, it's when i go home by myself, get high & then just eat because i have nothing better to do.
i'm getting sick. WTF. i just took my multi-vitamin & day-quil and i'm going to try to find those stupid 100000% vitamin c packets or whatever they are and scarf one down. I CANNOT GET SICK. being sick is just another excuse not to exercise and i can't let that happen!
gym last night was decent. i did 2.5 mi. on the treadmill... again. one day i will up the ante. seemingly ana girl wasn't there, and i was able to lift because i got there right before they closed (night class on mondays). my goal is not really to be super thin, i want to be "toned" (i know everyone thinks that's not a real word) and be able to flex my muscles and win when wrestling guys (always leads to sex).
and i went to the dentist and i have two (small, he says) cavities. i hadn't been to the dentist in... at least 3 years. so two small cavities- can't really complain i guess. which is weird because i never had a cavity until i was like 15.
anyway, i love every single one of you, you are ALL beautiful whether or not you think so.
and DON'T SMOKE WEED OR YOU'LL BE FAT. unless you have massive amounts of will power
Emergen-C! That stuff is the shit. They have it at most grocery stores/Whole Foods. Tastes like crap, but very effective. Hope you feel better! <3333
ReplyDeletehooray for the 'NO WEED'! :D
ReplyDeletethis is really weird but i quite like the dentist :P theymake ur teeth pretty >.<
great going at the gym lovely
<3
i've never smoked pot but i hear it makes you munch like mad!! good luck hun - the fat will melt off in no time! xx
ReplyDeleteAlso, I haven't been to the dentist in like, 2 years now lol. I bet I also have cavities building up LOL :) I didn't get my first (3-4) cavities until I was 14, either haha
ReplyDeletehahaha, that last sentence made me laugh a little, dear.
ReplyDeletewe're both kind of stuck in these gross 120's.
They piss me off, haha.
Good luck this week, love.
stay strong
xoxoxo
-Molly
Stay away from the weed! You can do it!!!
ReplyDeleteHope you don't get sick- stay strong! xxx