today has been a good day. turned in a paper, went to class, and then i went to the mall, bought two turtlenecks, a fleece vest, and another fleece thing-a-ma-bob (tag says parka) from lands end (all size xs w00t). the lady gave me $15 off too, schwing! then i went to american eagle (my fav. jeans) and I FIT INTO A SIZE TWO!!! YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAHHHH BUDDDDY!!!!!!!!! granted, they were tight and my fat was flopping everywhere, but they BUTTONED!!! (god i feel like such a fatass having to specify that)
then i went to the gym, was at 2.40 miles jogging my heart out and started getting nauseous (you see where this is going). i just blew it off and was trying to reach 2.5 mi. then the nausea was getting worse, and at 2.44 i started gagging. i promptly pressed the emergency stop button and ran to the trash can. i had only eaten around 2 (i had a bubble tea (terrible, i know) and about 5 of my bf/roomies french fries) and just threw up some water. there were only like 2 or 3 people within seeing distance, and i was trying to make eye contact with the girl on a elliptical behind me, but she was specifically avoiding looking at me, i think. so i got back on the treadmill and finished my .06 miles, and lifted for about 20 mins.
then i bought weed. BAD I KNOW. but i'm gonna keep the intake down. I PROMISE. i need my size 4's to be extra loose so i can buy some size 2's (i'm fucking broke as shit and my credit card is maxed out... oops).
anyway, i hope all ya'll had amazing days, and remember: THIN IS IN (lamest saying ever, i know).
high ramblings:
no but seriously, if you want to binge, just remember how amazing it feels to be able to fit into a new size for the first time. as you know, it's an amazing feeling. so DONT FUCK IT UP! (i'm mainly speaking to myself here)
woooo for size 2! (hey, it rhymes :P)
ReplyDeletedon't let that weed make you binge like crazy! xx
I fucking LOVE bubble tea. Only get it on occasion 'cause it's 300+ cals, but fuck it. So fucking good.
ReplyDeleteCongrats on fitting into size 2!! You're awesome.
Sorry you got sick during your work out :( That must've sucked/been super embarrassing. But weed will help settle your stomach, so good call on that.
Teleport to FL and we'll hot box my walk in closet ;)
congrats on the size two! that's fucking awesome. just stay away from those munchies with the weed.
ReplyDeleteHaha, you make me laugh :)
ReplyDeleteBut I'm so sorry about the bad experience at the gym. Must have been awkward. o__O
You're great! <3
all my love,
-Molly
This comment applies to the previous post as well,
ReplyDeleteNEOPETS!!! oh my god I bloody loved neopets, I used to play neopets obsessively when I was little and then refound them last year. Farmville, also another key player in my world of cute games, not so much WOW but defs neopets and farmville.
Congrats too on the jeans babe :) woohoo new clothes xxx
Congrats on the size 2's!!
ReplyDeleteKeep up the great work :) xxx
What's bubble tea? is it high cal?
ReplyDeleteplus how can buying weed be bad? weed is perfect for r&r. nothing but good.
i totally luv ur bluntness! i love blogs where we can really say what we want and not give a shit who says what! if its how were feel then y not im s happy for u getting into those size 2's how exciting!
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