today's intake:
faux chik'n patty: 140
2 zucchini fritters: 140
4 hundred calorie snacks: 400 (WTF)
salmon: 100
total: 780
wow, that's a lot. i hate that i wasn't even that hungry and i ate. but, what can i do now? monday and tuesday i liquid fasted, yesterday i kept it under 500 cals but didn't go to the gym.
today bill clinton came to my school to talk. here's a pic of him that i took:
i have a short story due tomorrow, 8 pages or so. i have a few ideas of what i want to write about, but i'm not really looking forward to it. it doesn't help that my neighbors across the hall are fucking loud as hell, and it's thursday so everyone is outside partying in this great non-seasonal weather, while i am stuck inside doing work (aka procrastinating).
fml.
and the scale isn't effing budging and it really sucks. my body is obviously changing and looking better, but i hate not seeing a number drop on the scale. i went to the mall today and tried some clothes on (i'm super broke right now so i didn't buy anything). the size 2 boot cut jeans fit great (i know i've mentioned this before), but the skinny jeans just don't fit right. but i don't really care because i honestly hate skinny jeans. i can't pull them off and i hate falling for fads. just like uggs. it took me forever to finally buy a pair and i had them up on ebay & craigslist not long after. they didn't sell, unfortunately, so i'm stuck with them. :(
anyway, keep updating your blogs so i can have stuff to read. and if you follow me please leave me a comment so i can follow your blogs too.
I hate skinny jeans too. Normal jeans look better anyway. If you can see your body changing thats more important than the scales! try not to worry too much, the stress will make it worse.
ReplyDeleteGood luck with the homework xxx
That's not a bad intake hun, it may be higher than you want it to be, but remember... it could be worse! Plus you went to the gym, stay positive. :) <3 xx
ReplyDeleteI just started following your blog, love it!
ReplyDeleteI thought I was the only one who felt that way about skinny jeans! haha
You're so close to your goal! Stay strong girl!
that's so neat that Bill Clinton came to your school! Try to go a couple days without weighing so you won't be discouraged. <3 That's what I'm trying to do.
ReplyDeletegood luck, deary! you can do this. <3
Stay Superstrong! <3
-Molly
I fucking hate skinny jeans, too. Fuck them. They're stupid. And dumb.
ReplyDeleteI feel you on the scale, my love. My scale doesn't want to drop below 145 lbs, either. It's super frustating. Fucking stupid scales.
And hey, at least you went to the gym. You're awesome.
<3
Hi! I'm sarah. I just wanted to say don't beat yourself up too hard about those hundred cal packs, they're def very tempting!!
ReplyDeleteI noticed our stats our very similar, well our HW and GWs are lol I'm about 6 kinches taller then you though!
Always here to talk!
XX Sarah